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that took me 15 secs and now its 30 =3
 sorry i was late XD i was side tracked and i cant stop thinkming of something that my mines stuck on

=3 but imback XD

it was a long time now...i didnt post....im bored right now even on the pc.....
well ill post what i think and what i feel.....
im sad , crazy , and bored to death.....
im in love with ******** now as strange as it seems ... i look at her eyes..
i see the way people look at her , im not the only one that loves her..
i see my self standing there like an stupid little kid thinking only about her...
i didnt know this till a few years later....
3 or 4 years passed by and i fall in love strange as it seems..
i dont want to fall in love , i cant stop thinking about her , i want to be alone....
i dont know why i cant think of any thing any more...
i cant stop i would walk the earth a 100 times to be with her....
but under it all i dont want to be  with her...
because i know in my life time ill never have her ....
its just a little dream ill wake up from it.. soon i guess ...
i think it a spell of feb/14/06 the day of love...
strange i dont want to fall in love because i dont want to feel hurt....
its like being hit over and over again only by looking at her..
i see that i think over of fear.....im a coward...
i live in fear and pain...
my brother and sister died , i feel alone i dont remember them any more but i feel them..
i have strange dreams at night and when im in school....
i feel sad but ill get better i promise..
i hope that if your reading this you have my prayers......
ill pray for you for love and goodness :P
im happy now i have this off my mind and on a page..
i guess ill read this over and over and over again....
(P.S: if i missed spelled sorry im typeing with out looking :P)